Ashley

spash @ 2005-11-08T13:56:00

2005-11-08T18:56:50Z

Shirts in the closet, shoes in the hall
Mama's in the kitchen, baby and all
Everything is everything
Everything is everything
But you're missing

Coffee cups on the counter, jackets on the chair
Papers on the doorstep, you're not there
Everything is everything
Everything is everything
But you're missing

Pictures on the nightstand, TV's on in the den
Your house is waiting, your house is waiting
For you to walk in, for you to walk in
But you're missing, you're missing
You're missing when I shut out the lights
You're missing when I close my eyes
You're missing when I see the sun rise
You're missing

Children are asking if it's alright
Will you be in our arms tonight?

Morning is morning, the evening falls I have
Too much room in my bed, too many phone calls
How's everything, everything?
Everything, everything
You're missing, you're missing

God's drifting in heaven, devil's in the mailbox
I got dust on my shoes, nothing but teardrops

whoa. its beeeeen awhiiile

2005-09-30T17:12:28Z

whats live journal again? oh yea... i forgot i had one of those..

so. incredibly. bored. i cant even begin to tell you how much i miss summer. im home right now, and its chilly and acorns are falling.. all over my car mind you. im about to move it across the street. i love driving my car around jackson with the windows down and pretending i have a system.. lol. glassboro fucking sucks. its so conjested and constructiony and crowded and ugh. not fun to drive around at all. i miss blueclaws.. as always. this is why im so bored now.. over the summer i didnt have like 10min with nothing to do.. i was always at rec, at blueclaws, camping, hanging out, at the beach, at the pool, in disney world. lol. i miss surf taco. i fucking hate fall. at least soon ill get to go snowboarding again.

ive decided that i really really want to write a book. i dont kno what about.. or for whom.. but. my life has had its interesting moments.. i could totally write a novel based on it. i dont kno where to start thou.. or what it should be about really.. what am i saying? i have no idea how to write a book!

omg can i just tell you how much i miss field hockey? its literally driving me insane. ive been scouring the internet trying to find a womens league that i could join somehow. nothing yet thou.. cept in north jersey. thats slightly too far from south jersey.

so im gonna find a second job... mainly bc im bored all the time. but it would also be nice to have extra cash to buy things with.. ive decided that i really really need a police radar detector thingy for my car. if im not going at least 80 down 295.. i think im going too slow. thats kinda bad.. and i dont feel like getting pulled over. cos theres some days, you just can find a speeder to follow. lol. and i hate being the leader.

also.. i really want a system in my car. like.. really badly. i so cannot afford it thou. theyre so fucking expensive. stupid electronics. maybe ill get a third job.

and the conclusion, when we return..

2005-08-06T03:17:04Z

100- I Know: this survey is boring you.

101- I want: a pony. specifically the 2007 shelby cobra gt 500.

102- I wish: i wasnt such a procrastinator. sometimes, it really gets in the way. i dont even put things off for any reason, i just do it. like, ill be running on an empty tank of gas, but ill be like. ugh. ill just go to the gas station next time im out and pray i dont run out before then.. why?! no reason!! and with homewrk and studying.. i WANT to do well. i WANT to get everything done on time and not have to rush.. but do i ever start anything before the day its due?? nope.

103- I Have: the greatest friends. the jackson kids, the camping crew, and of course the rowan family. i love them all to death. no one else would ever do half the things my friends have done for me. i love how, at the campground we all look out for eachother and if someone wanders away, everyone else looks for that person or walks the drunken ones to their tent and makes sure theyre okay.. they have been my best friends since i was like 12. we can just go down to the Cg and sit at the pool, but have the most fun doing nothing. its fantastic. and i miss being at rowan so incredibly much. i would even willingly play halo if that meant i could hang out with them right now! haha. i love how we are so spontaneous and fun.. and HONEST. bc only your best freinds can look you in the eye and knowingly break your heart bc its for the best. and everyone up here in good ol' jtown.. we've been together since high school, and i miss being in high school with them all!! and of course i love my diary.. cos we're mary-kate and ashley and we tell eachother everything and its so great to have someone to do that with!

104- I Hate: people who drive slow. especially those who like to drive in the fast lane.. but only go like 65. and refuse to move over. i hate that!!! that gives me the worst case of road rage.. omg. i just start screaming and tailgating.. its so bad. haha. not that im always in a hurry, but its just annoying. who wants to drive slow??

105- I Miss: field hockey. that was so much of a part of my life.. all those girls were my best friends and we had so much fun together. i would seriously give anything to go back to that time right now. i want to wear our warmups to school together and have the pirate hanging from my belt loop on the day we play tr east again.. and i want to synchronize our cd players on the bus so we can mouth all the words together.. i even WANT to run suicides again. i want to be called Sonic again.

106- I Fear: car accidents. more than anything, i fear other people i love dying in car accidents. i always hear stories of people being killed in accidents or really badly hurt.. and its never happened to me, but nothings stopping it from being possible. i kno thats a horrible way to think, but it scares me so much. im so scared ill never get to say goodbye or regret something or miss someone too much. i dont im too scared of myself being in a car accident.. just someone i love.

107- I Hear: that kingda ka is open again! which kinda scares me.. cos ive heard too many things about what went wrong on that ride. not that any of it will stop me from going back on it.. lol. but seriously thou.. it odesm ake me a little nervous bc how is anyone going to kno when we reach the limit for highest, fastest roller coaster? i mean.. what if top thrill dragster is the limit and kinga ka is .. well past the limit for human endurance or like.. safety? oh well. if i die on a roller coaster, i wont be too upset. at least ill have gone out while having a blast.. not to mention my name will totally be in the news!!!

108- I Search: for love or lust or whatever in all the wrong places. i always end up liking the wrong people. and then i have trouble shaking the crush bc nothing good happens ever, and i kno boys dont like me back or i kno nothing CAN happen, yet im a dumbass and always think.. well maybe... but no. im just a big ball of mess.

109- I Love: when my feet are tan. i love when i spread my toes apart, you can see white. i dont kno why.. but i have this weird obsession for having tan feet. and hands too. i dunno..

110- I Ache: in my heart.. okay but seriously, right now the back of knees really ache and i have no idea why. but its really annoying.

112- I Care: about people too much sometimes i think. "my weakness is that i care too much". yea.. that song was written about ME.

113- I Always: look too deeply into things. my brain assummes every little thing a person, especially a guy, does is symbolic of something, when really, i KNO thats not true bc guys are just stupid and nothing they do ever EVER has a meaning hiding behind it. yet, constantly i find myself analyzing every little thing he did or said or how he looked at me.. yea its no good.

114- I Dance: only when im drunk. and probably not well.. haha. but we all kno how it is when youre drunk.. youre the greatest dancer that ever lived!

115- I Cry: about the stupidest things! i think what it is, is im such like a people person or something.. like i can put myself in other peoples shoes and really feel their emotions a lot of the time.. so when those Sylvan learning commercials come on, i guess i just get caught up in the moment. lmao. sadly, im dead serious. i have truly and honestly cried real tears during a sylvan commercial. and it doesnt stop there.. i will cry at ANY movie. any tv show.. even a song. not that im a crybaby.. but. im just a very emotional person. lol.

116- I Do Not Always:

117- I Write: neatly. haha. i have awesome handwriting! if i tried. i could seriously copy like anything exactly. i can make perfect letters as if they were in a book.. okay sorry, im bragging.

118- I Confuse: even myself sometimes.

119- I Can Usually Be Found: sleeping in other peoples tents.. lmao. im like goldilocks!

120- I need: to feel loved. i need hugs. i guess what im saying, more or less, is i NEED A BOYFRIEND!

time finished: friday 11:14pm

you're done :)

this survey is long as hell..

2005-08-05T20:46:28Z

80.movies at home on in a theater? definately in theaters, bc i love seeing previews! if we are like, 2 minutes for a movie, i will refuse to go in until the next showtime bc we'll miss a preview or 2. previews are the BEST part!!

81.wanna live in a castle? sure.

83.what coat do you wear in the winter? doi. i wear my snowboarding jacket. and it has a bajillion zippers and pockets and weirdo things. for example, i can unzip my armpits to let some fresh air in!

84.(girls)what's something about guys you don't get? why theyre so fucking retarded.

85.(guys) what's something about girls you don't get?

89.what happens when you hear the word christmas? what do you mean "what happens?" okay, someone says the word christmas.. it travels thru my ear and bounces off my eardrum. and then my brain will process it.

91.what food brings back good memories? pickles. bc my grandpa used to make his very own pickles in the basement, and they were the most amazing pickles i have ever, and will ever have in my entire life.

92.do you talk to yourself? of course i do. you need to call yourself a moron sometimes outloud. i even have entire conversations in my head with myself.

93.sun or moon? both bc i love to be tan and i just love the moon too.

94.what's your opinion on love? um IT SUCKS. i dont feel like falling in love ever again, bc all that could possibly come from it, is a broken heart. i kno that sounds immature and high schoolish or whatever- but seriously. IT SUCKS.

95.what's a happy memory of a time you've spent with the opp. sex? my favorite thing to do with a boy is sleep together. and by that i DONT mean having sex.. i mean literally sleeping together and spooning eachother and all that.

96.would you rather go ballroom dancing or square dancing? ballroom dancing. cos then id get to wear a long beautiful dress and pretend im like belle from beauty and the beast or something.

97.do you think you can afford to lose weight? definately. i can probably afford to lose an entire person.. haha.

99.what's the nicest thing any one has ever told you? probably when my grandma tells me to always stay as sweet as i am. hehe. and how proud she is of me and all. awwww.

long ass survey more

2005-08-04T22:36:39Z

20.what's an object you can't live without? i dont think id be able to live without a blankie. i NEED something to snuggle with at night or when im watching tv. or studying. or cold. or just want to be comfortable.. even if its like 80 degrees in the house, ill snuggle with the blanket just to be comfy!

21.can you live without the microwave? i could live.. i would just never eat anything warm. id have to eat chef boyardee out of the can, and crunch easy mac. althou.. after like the first week or so im sure i would die. so. i guess no. i cannot live without the microwave.

22.You have this uh, erotic dream about your friend of the opp. sex. how do you act and feel around that friend the next day? haha i would tell them all about it! those dreams are awesome.

23.would you rather be rich with 15 spoiled brats or just barely making it with a dog? okay if im rich.. couldnt i send all 15 spoiled brats to like boarding school?

24. how's your schoolwork for you right now? right now its fantastic seeing as its summer. but in less than ONE month thats all over with.. and then ill be busy writing for all my writing intensives and omg. i dont even want ot think about all the work!

25.what's something someone's done to make you hold a grudge against them? cmon people. you kno i dont hold grudges against anyone! i get over arguments in like 5 seconds. all the time ill have completely forgotten about an argument, and the other person will be all "ew! why are you even talking to me?" and ill be like what do you mean?? haha.

26.Favorite weather- i actually dont terribly mind it being hot. cos i like summer the best. i like lying in the sun and feeling all toasty.

27.what's one look trait that attracts you to a guy/girl? their eyes.

28.what's one personality trait that attracts you to a guy/girl? hmm. confidence i think. i dont want to date no crybaby loser.

29.do you know what 143 means? aww i love you, too!

30.who's phone number are you hoping to get? your moms. i heard shes a milf..

31. whats your biggest regret? definately not playing field hockey in college. i really wish i would have .. i was so good in high school.. not to brag.. but. lol. no i seriously got awesome. and then i chose rowan bc their field hockey team was ranked really high, and then i got scared cos i didnt kno anyone and i was afraid of sitting out my first year cos its not like there was a jv team or anything and that wouldve killed me. but its unbelievable how much i miss playing. are there sports for grad school???

32.describe mellow- it comes after marsh.

33.do you beleive in ghosts? why or why not? yes. soo many reasons.. when i was younger, my house was haunted and my parents told me that they would hear me talking while i was in my crib and when they asked who i was talking to, i said my other mother. and sometimes, they would find strange toys in my crib, like the old rubbery squeaky toys from like the 50s or 60s and they have noo idea where they came from.

34.what time did you sleep last night? i went to bed kinda early actually.. like around 12. as opposed to the usual strolling (ok stumbling) on in around 4 - 6 am.. lmao.

35.which guy/girl do you wish to be with RIGHT now? truthfully, right at this moment i wish i was with everyone from school. i wish it was like the cosmopolman party or something and we were still team awesome. cos i miss those times. and i miss my friends!

36.is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf? i dont think it is.. but i mean lets be real here. if youre just bf and gf and youre too young to get married, your relationship cant be soo serious that you cant flirt with anyone else. you have to be open to new relationships. you cant commit to one single person when youre this young. but if you like another person, tell your bf or gf cos thats just rude to flirt woth someone else.

37.would you rather be married in venice, italy, or honolulu, hawaii? hawaii cos i love the beach. i also heard its a good place to get lay'd..

38.would you rather eat sandwiches or pasta for the rest of your life? cmon pasta would get soo boring.

39.(guys) how would you feel if you gave a girl a flower?

(girls) how would you feel if you got a flower from a guy? id feel like.. some guy gave me a flower.

40.do you want to drop school? well ive gotten this far and paid this much money. .why would i stop now?

41. where was the last place you drove to? i drove home from recreation, like. 10minutes ago.

42.what do you think of the quote "eyes are the passageways into the soul" ? i like it. its true. cos a persons eyes will tel lyou how they are feeling about everything if you look into them.

43.What do you think of sleep? i think its a waste of time.. but it feeels soo incredibly great. i love to sleep.

44.if you had the chance to slow down your growth now and live to 500 years but it's like a 50 year old body by then, would you go for it? yea sure. the way i figure.. im 22 now, but everyone thinks im like 17. by the time im 50, ill only look about 35.. lmao..

45.at one point in a girl/guy friendship will one them them like each other even if it's only for a little bit. true or false? hey, people get drunk.

46.Are you a procrastinator? the biggest one i kno. if i have a paper due, i will do ANYTHING else to avoid it. and then ill wind up writing it like 10min before class, but. it drives me crazy!

47.waffles or pancakes? pancakes. mmmm. blueberry ones!

48.how's your cereal in your bowl? im not a fan of cereal. the sogginess makes me gag. and the dryness makes me thirsty.

49.what's an annoying trait about you? i procrastinate everything. and im sure it drives everyone else nuts. so.. im sorry.

53.(guys) your gf has long beautiful hair which you love, she comes to school the next day with a short crop cut. what do you HONESTLY think?

(girls) your bf has hair you love. he comes to school the next day with a shiny head. what do you HONESTLY think? i honestly think.. as dumb as this sounds.. thats his way of showing you that your relationship is really over. im not even joking. if your boy KNOWS you love his hair, and he grows it FOR YOU.. cutting it off can only mean he doesnt love you anymore. that was the clincher for me. bc he didnt even tell me he had cut it- it was just gone. and when i saw it, i just knew it was really over. it was just really symbolic.

54.pizza or burgers? cheeseburger pizza!!! omg that pizza was soo fucking good.

56.what's something you ALWAYS have on you? my silver moon necklace, bc it keeps me safe. after the car accident, i was petrified of driving anwhere with anyone, so my mom gave me this necklace with the moon and an angel to wear, and i hold it whenever i get nervous and it just makes me feel better.

. 58.do you stay in bed thinking or do you fall alseep in 5 seconds? omg. i have never ever fell asleep within like 30 minutes of lying down. unless under different circumstances, like im super exhausted or im drunk.. lol. but all i do is think and think about everything. and i never get any sleep!

62. your bf/gf gets drunk at a party. in their state of drunkness, they babble about that one time they fooled around with someone else while you were together. they wake up the next morning with a slight memory that they did something stupid. what do you do? get pissed he didnt tell me sooner. bc thats what i would be the most angry about. if you think something happened, or i especially specifically ASK if something happened and he says no.. and later i find out that wasnt true.. i will not even give a shit about what happened. i will be pissed i wasnt told about it. drunken nights can always be forgiven in my book. lies cannot.

64.how do you react to change? i think badly. bc if i dont like the change, ill mope around foreverrrr whining about how i wish it was last summer or whatever. lol. or ill say constantly how i miss the way things were.

65.are you happy? i dont kno anymore. i have moments where im like, happy for a few minutes. but most of the time im just kinda going thru the motions. i ve been a little on the depressed side for a while. nothing major, but, you kno how it is. boy problems, family problems, work problems, missing certain people and places and things..

70.what do you think of knuckle cracking? i think its a lie that it will give you arthritis. bc youre just popping bubbles of co2.. right?

71.what was the last thing you cried over or got teary about? omg the real world. it KILLED me. dannys mother died, and omg they showed the past phone convo he had with her and she was sooo happy to hear from him and at the end she said please call me again i love you so much danny.. and he was just like yea. i gotta go. and he hung up!!!!! omg it was awful. soo sad!!

73.how's you happiness level right now? 0 (low)- 10 (high) um. i guess like a 3 or so.

75.wouldn't you just love to hug someone right now? you dont even kno.. i LOVE hugs. i am soo in need of a hug like right now, 5 minutes from now, and so on.

76.who was the last person who complimented you? i dunno.. i think my mom prob.

77.what's wrong with your school? they over accepted people, especially for psych, so half of us couldnt get into this one class we needed to graduate, so we got stuck taking it this fall. and not graduating with our class. and also graduating in december. how depressing is it graduating in DECEMBER??? without all your friends??

78.do you know what an aphrodisiac is? aph·ro·di·si·ac adj. Arousing or intensifying sexual desire.

79.who do you wish you could kiss? thats a pretty long list. wouldnt want to bore you with the details.. moving right along..

wow.. before this, i didnt even kno about all this on my phone!

2005-08-03T20:53:39Z

1. What is your current ringtone?
coheed and cambria

2. What is your current wallpaper?:
a palm tree at the beach

3. Do you own a picture phone?
no. i thought they were dumb when i got my phone.. but now i want one!

4. If so, what was the last picture you took?
doi.

5. Go to your text message inbox and type what the 10th says.
its from laur and it says "hahaha yea thats true! sorry!"

6. How many contacts do you have on your phone?
40

7. Go to your missed calls. 5th missed call...who is it?
philip.. whoops.

8. Who was the last person you spoke to on your cell phone?
my mommy

9. What service do you have?
verizon

10. At this very moment, how many bars do you have for your service?
5

11. Who's on your speed dial number 5?
oh jeez. phil is.

12. Do you have voicemail?
yes

13. How many contacts that start with the letter D do you have:
2

14. Who do you call the most???
probably mikey. lol. im a texter.

15. How many text messages do you get a month?
200.. but i ALWAYS go over.

16. Can you send pictures?
nope.

17. What are the last 4 digits to your number?
2472

18. Go to your sent texts, what does the eighth one say?
haha.. its says "yea. whatever! im soo mad at you and nicki right now!" bc they desserted me alone at the stadium.. but then i got over when i got to keep all the tips to myself!

19. What about the 15th?
it says "well okay i forgive you! dont text and drive!"

20. Who's the last person that you called?
everyone is going to yell at me if i say it. but he didnt pick up, so it doesnt really count!!

21. Last person to leave a voicemail?
probably mikey.

22. Last person that texted you?
mandy

23. Last person you added to your contacts?
i think josh..

24. How many minutes are on your plan?
im not really sure.. i think 500 thou.

25. Do you like your phone?
yes i love my phone! cos i can use it as a mirror. haha. but id like it a little more if it were a camera phone too.

..im sorry i took every word you said to be a promise..

2005-07-22T23:38:17Z

its 729.. and im waiting for lauren and mandy to come pick me up. i have not been this excited to go somewhere in so long. i am SO EXCITED! i dont even really kno why.. ive just been so depressed i guess lately about a lot of things.. i miss being at rowan with all my friends there soo much. and i miss everyone form the campground so much. jackson really sucks. i never ever go out anywhere, cos no ones here. all ive been doing is working.. 830-130, then like 4 to god only knows when. thanks god, bcos i literally have 10 doallrs in my bank account right now! next friday will be like, the greatest day of my life when i get my two HUGE checks. then ill be able to pay bills and pay back everyone i owe money to. and then ill be back to like 10 dollars in my account.. but.. whatever.

i feel like a dork saying this, but you guys have NO IDEA how much i miss all my friends. when i had to leave everyone last weekend when i was down at school, i cried the whole way home. and right now im so incredibly happy to be going camping, im practically in tears. i LOVE my friends. haha. and im really glad theyre all true friends too, making sure i dont do stupid things and telling me things i should kno.. even if it does hurt.

but anyways.. ive been happy again lately. work is fun again. i was actually SAD when the homestand was over! i LOVE rec more than the kids do sometimes.. lol. and. tonight. i had to put my belt on the LAST inside hole. i dont kno what im going to do in another week or two when theres no more holes left! haha. well time for going.. mandy should be here any minute!!!!!

spash @ 2005-06-22T00:00:00

2005-06-22T04:26:08Z

wow.. where have i been?

so apparently kingda ka is shut down forever. well, either that or a few weeks. bcos the control sparked and shut down.. or the hydraulic launch pipe shattered.. or the train didnt make it up the hill so it came back down, but the brakes failed so it crashed into all the other trains.. or bcos the trains were moving SOOOOO fast.. they were welding to the track. and im serious.. those are all of the rumors ive actually heard the past few weeks. and the people telling them to me.. were serious. yea...

last week, my mom and her sisters had the beach house. i planned on visiting a few days, maybe spending the night once or even twice.. but.. yea. i stayed the ENTIRE week. i couldnt leave it! it was sooo nice being there. god i wish i lived at the beach. i fell asleep everynight listening to the sound of the waves crashing on the beach, and woke up every morning to the sun rising over the ocean.. at 4am. i sware to god, the sun rose there at 4am. lmao. i sat on the beach in the dark and watched the boats come in and the stars.. and i would wonder what the coastline looked like from out there. it must look nice. i would imagine it to look like christmas lights.

some funny - HILARIOUS - things happened at that house. the one night, Karyn was there and me, her and lauren were drinking. so Karyn's drizzunk and she goes "lets do shots!!" so me and laur are like "YEA!!" and she pours us watermelon shots. they were REALLY good, and we're like man are we feelin drunk. until the next morning when my mom asks "what happened to all of the NON ALCOHOLIC watermelon mix?" LMAO.

the last night we were there, i went out ot my car to get something, and there were these boys in the house across the street and they were like "hey chic" and i was like "..hi..". so of course i told lauren when i got back in, and she HAD to see what they looked like for herself. so we're trying to peek around the corner and realize we prolly look like idiots, so im like lets pretend we're getting something in your car across the street. so we walk over, and we're like yuuuup.. thats your car alright.. haha. and we start walking back to our house, when this SUV drives by. then reverses. and me and Laur are thinking "oh god.." so of course its these 2 boys. and theyre like "wheres the party??" haha. and they get out and we're talking and they ask us to go out.. lol. so we're like yea.. heres my number. lmao. they called later, and picked us up to go to this party they found. so we get fuckin wasted and theres hot boys EVERYWHERE. and laurens a drunk slut, and im a drunk slut, so we were makin out with all these random boys.. i think at one point we actually were in a group makeout session together.. lauren was escorted by this fine boy up to the master bedroom, and meanwhile, i took 2 other boys into the guest room....

okay okay.. i may have embellished the last part.. or completely made it up. but the first half was really true!! haha.

but anyways.. i wish i was still at the beach house. one day.. i will have a beach house to live in. forever. and it will be all mine.

im leaving for North Carolina and Florida on friday!!! omg im sooo excited. we're even going to DISNEY WORLD!! anyone that has been around me this past year, has heard me saying plenty of times "i want to go to disney world.." and KNOWS how badly ive been wanting to go. i am soosososoosososo excited. its gonna be a great time.

also.. after 4 long years of growing my hair out.. its long enough to donate to locks of love. so tomorro, my hair will be all gone. 12 inches! i might kinda miss it.. but its for a good cause. and it felt good all those years saying to everyone im growing it so long to donate it.. arent i such a good person?? hehehe.

spash @ 2005-06-10T00:35:00

2005-06-10T04:57:39Z

When your child comes home from school and turns on the television, aren't you worried about what they have turned on and are watching? Well, what if they have turned on professional wrestling? Are you concerned about the violence they are viewing or are you alright with it? From a behaviorist's point of view, children watching professional wrestling is a real danger to the child.

Behaviorism is concerned with the actual behavior of people. It focuses on the objective and observable components of behavior, such as aggression. Behaviorism also emphasizes the role of previous learning experiences in shaping behavior. One of the most powerful behavioral influences on our behavior comes from watching other people. Psychologists call this process observational learning. According to behaviorists, children who view violent television, such as professional wrestling, are more likely to engage in violent behavior.

Adults have the ability to understand that the professional wrestling they see on television is scripted and for entertainment purposes only, however, young children often cannot tell the difference between fantasy and reality. When watching professional wrestling, children are exposed to many negative behaviors, including racial stereotyping, sexual violence and simulated sex, inappropriate role models, obscene gesturing, and the idea that it is okay to settle arguments by fighting. Behaviorists feel that children who see these negative behaviors being carried out by television stars, who are their role models, behave violently in their own environment.

Many behaviorists recommend that parents limit the amount of media violence their children watch, and instead promote programs that demonstrate helping behaviors, caring, and cooperation. Just as watching violent television encourages violent behavior in children, watching cooperative and helping behavior will encourage children to behave in non violent ways.

how the stadium sucks now.

2005-06-08T04:26:43Z

BiLa RoXy (11:53:58 PM): i hate the stadium.

LiLbAbE019 (11:54:16 PM): you dont hate it
LiLbAbE019 (11:55:10 PM): you know you love the stadium

BiLa RoXy (11:56:45 PM): no.. i really dispise it
BiLa RoXy (11:57:14 PM): the whole world goes to fridays last night, they invite you.. whos not even old enough to go.. but dont even ask me.

LiLbAbE019 (11:57:22 PM): oh shut up
LiLbAbE019 (11:57:24 PM): you love it

BiLa RoXy (11:59:02 PM): theres absolutely no one to flirt with, meanwhile phils off having a grand old time at work with kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaate. and they go out drinking every week and have soo much fun and they call eachother when ones at work to mess around with eachother and blah blah blah.

LiLbAbE019 (11:59:40 PM): oh no

BiLa RoXy (12:00:08 AM): and its just not fun. i have no one to boss around, no responsibilities, im not there for a million hours getting ot. and i LIKED working that hard all the time. it made me feel. important.
BiLa RoXy (12:00:53 AM): and jake blalocks gone. i have no reason to go pretend i need to do something by 1st base concess when the game ends cos i dont have anyone to get all dreamy about anymore.

LiLbAbE019 (12:01:57 AM): lol.
LiLbAbE019 (12:01:59 AM): yea i know
LiLbAbE019 (12:02:05 AM): i wish we could go back to picnics..

BiLa RoXy (12:02:09 AM): and theres no cookies or watermelon or yummy lunch in the office that dave made. or delivery days or beer pong in the picnic room or twisted tea durning slash after work. theres no getting high with devon and laur and theres ABSOLUTELY NO DRAMA without devon and jess and dominic and hammer and etc there.
BiLa RoXy (12:02:26 AM): andi dont get to walk around or get tan.
BiLa RoXy (12:02:47 AM): and i dont even remember the last time i stayed late enough to be alone and sit in the empty stadium in the dark.
BiLa RoXy (12:02:51 AM): in sillence.
BiLa RoXy (12:02:59 AM): which was FANFUCKINGTASTIC.

LiLbAbE019 (12:03:08 AM): i think those old ladies who manage picnics might ... i dont know.. pass?
LiLbAbE019 (12:03:15 AM): they always look tired and shit.

BiLa RoXy (12:03:24 AM): pass?
BiLa RoXy (12:03:29 AM): what do you mean?

LiLbAbE019 (12:03:31 AM): die
LiLbAbE019 (12:03:32 AM): lol

BiLa RoXy (12:03:36 AM): oh. lol.
BiLa RoXy (12:03:42 AM): LMAO.
BiLa RoXy (12:04:01 AM): see, at least if they hired US back, they wouldnt have to worry about either of us dying on them.

LiLbAbE019 (12:04:08 AM): lol

BiLa RoXy (12:04:57 AM): i worked 16 hours every friggen day. without dying once. lol. i even had bronchitus!! and stayed alive.

LiLbAbE019 (12:05:06 AM): oh jeez.. lol
LiLbAbE019 (12:05:11 AM): write about this in your journal lol

BiLa RoXy (12:05:22 AM): hmm. perhap.
BiLa RoXy (12:05:31 AM): why you getting tired of replying to my complains?

LiLbAbE019 (12:06:00 AM): yea i am .. lol stop complaining about the stadium you know you love it deep down .. but right now you hate it .. i know i do too..
LiLbAbE019 (12:06:04 AM): lol

BiLa RoXy (12:06:17 AM): if they hired us back, wed stay alive. no problem.
BiLa RoXy (12:06:38 AM): with these old hags.. i mean cmon. theres an endless list of things that could happen to them

LiLbAbE019 (12:06:42 AM): hahahaha

BiLa RoXy (12:06:44 AM): heat stroke
BiLa RoXy (12:06:54 AM): heart attack related to stress
BiLa RoXy (12:07:10 AM): they could break a hip AT ANY MOMENT

LiLbAbE019 (12:07:21 AM): lolol

BiLa RoXy (12:07:33 AM): and i mean, serioulsy.

LiLbAbE019 (12:07:27 AM): lol

BiLa RoXy (12:07:57 AM): if they got konked in the head by a falling tent.. lets be real. they would drop dead on te spot.
BiLa RoXy (12:08:05 AM): at least you survived

LiLbAbE019 (12:08:14 AM): lmao. true

BiLa RoXy (12:08:15 AM): and came to work the very next day!! or something

LiLbAbE019 (12:08:25 AM): keep going with this.. i like this complaining. lol

BiLa RoXy (12:08:47 AM): lmao
BiLa RoXy (12:08:56 AM): yea i was rolling on the floor with the AT ANY MOMENT
BiLa RoXy (12:09:07 AM): theyll just be walking along.. and SNAP!!
BiLa RoXy (12:09:11 AM): there goes the hip

LiLbAbE019 (12:09:18 AM): lmao

BiLa RoXy (12:09:56 AM): honestly., i dont kno what they were thinking when they chose the picnic managers.

LiLbAbE019 (12:10:21 AM): i know right?
LiLbAbE019 (12:10:23 AM): wtf?
LiLbAbE019 (12:08:38 AM): how much do picnic managers make?
Wackytaffy1 (12:08:49 AM): we are all set with our managers
LiLbAbE019 (12:09:05 AM): Wackytaffy1 (12:08:56 AM): probably less then you guys

BiLa RoXy (12:11:02 AM): hmm.. young attractive LIVING girls.. or.. about to die at any time not so attractive.. in fact,, run away screaming looking old ladies??

LiLbAbE019 (12:11:10 AM): lolol

BiLa RoXy (12:12:30 AM): i betcha.. that the BCs went to like a nursing home and announced they were taking anyone who wanted to attend the knitting fair, and instead enslved them as cheap labor.

LiLbAbE019 (12:12:43 AM): lmO
LiLbAbE019 (12:12:46 AM): lmaoooooooo
LiLbAbE019 (12:12:50 AM): i love it

BiLa RoXy (12:12:50 AM): you ask those ladies.. andi bet theyll tell you the real story.
BiLa RoXy (12:13:09 AM): theyre STILL looking for their crocheting needles and yarn.

LiLbAbE019 (12:13:35 AM): lol

BiLa RoXy (12:15:05 AM): the BCs just keep telling them everyday.. its at the third base picnic.. if you light all the sternos and the grills, and set up all the tables, it will appear in the sinks after the game.. but you first have ot wash all the dishes. then.. after you bring 30 cases of soda to alll the picnic areas, there will be a rocking chair in center field... and under home plate.. will be the yarn basket..
BiLa RoXy (12:15:49 AM): and everynight, the ladies just konk out bcos theyre so exhausted before they get the chance

LiLbAbE019 (12:16:27 AM): lmaoooooo

updation

2005-05-24T20:06:29Z

so. im back in j-town again for the summer. i miss glassboro.. kinda sorta. i plan on visiting my APT whenever im off thou.. which is pretty rare. but.

kingda ka finally opened on thursday for media day. it didnt open for people until friday.. but technically saturday. so im watchin tv thursday morning.. and its on the news and stuff. so after seeing it, i was like okay.. i just HAVE TO go watch it launch a few times today. so i text Lauren.. and of course she agrees to go with me after her class. so we head over, the nerds that we are, and are waiting for it to open, when we overhear that there are still some tickets available for season pass holders to go on it that day. so we think about it.. cos i had work at 5 and she had class at 5... so we HAD to be out of there no later than 430. we opted to go get tickets anyway.. just in case we could get on it within the next hour and a half. of course, our tickets say we'll get on it at 430. we started debating just skipping class and work bc we HAD TO go on it now, since we had tickets and all. but luckily they let us on early and there was NO wait.. it all happened so fast we didnt really have time to consider that it may be a bad idea to be the first people on it. lol. but it was SO AMAZING. we hadnt been on Top Thrill Dragster in 2 years.. so it was still extremely scary. it sucks for TTD thou, bcos it is such a better design and theme. how it makes the screeching tire sound when it launches, and the start and finish gates, and the Christmas tree.. i completely forgot about that until i watched a video of it.. but it even had the lights on the tower so you knew when you were launching. KK just has a horn- and it doesnt even have the speedometer to show how many MPH youre going!! im going to like.. write to six flags and suggest they should get one, cos that was so awesome.

anyways.. the next day, i told my brothers id pick them up from school so we could go straight there so they could ride it. it was raining, and we KNEW it wouldnt be open, cos going 128 mph in the rain would feel like bullets. but.. you kno us. of course we had to go check it out.. JUST IN CASE. but it was closed. so we went bright and early on Saturday and waited in line for 3 and a half hours to get on it. we started talking to this security guard, who said hes been on it 6 times already and hes in the commercial and all. he told us that at the top, you can see the ocean and the NYC skyline... if you open your eyes. thats pretty crazy. it ran surprisingly well while we were there, we counted 24 trains in a row that went without any problems. and the suckiest thing- Kingda Ka practically never rolls back! i was soo excited to go on it so often that id get to rollback, but ive only heard of it rolling back like twice the whole time its been open. so boo. hopefully we'll go one day when its empty and we wont be able to fill the train up enough so its not heavy enough to go over. haha.

sunday me and lauren were heading down to Rowan. and i mean.. we pass great adventure on the way.. so.. its not like we went out of our way to go there. the park was only open another half an hour. lmao. but they still let us in and said "Welcome to Six Flags.. enjoy your.. uh.. 28 minutes.." lmao. but it was "experiencing technical difficulties". the same security guard we talked to the day before recognized us and was telling us that we have to go on it at night cos its scarier cos you cant see when the tower is coming and when youre going up all you see is stars. and the NYC skyline is all lit up. so i made Laur go on nitro with me instead, cos i was feeling thrill deprived and didnt want to try to satisfy it by trying to get up to 128 mph on 295.

we had a good time at Rowan.. maybe a little too much of a good time. i didnt really eat anything all day.. and i did a shot. then we started playing 10-cup beer pong.. but i wasnt in the mood for beer.. so i just poured vodka straight out of the bottle into my cups. it didnt matter how much i poured in tho.. bc i was gone before we even started playing from the ONE shot. im such a retart. i started realizing it wasnt good to be gone after only like 10min, so i ate a cheesesteak with all this stuff on it... remind me please not to do that again. i dunno what i was thinking. so i was feeling queasy.. phil gave me a piece of bread.. then i decided it was a good time to kneel before god.. bread still in hand the whole time. at least i had a nice snack in between. after that tho, i felt great. not great enough to finish my drink.. but. lauren was passed out anyways. she prayed later that night too. haha. the next day we just hung out, then we drove home. okay, not straight home. but cmon, it was ON THE WAY! how could we resist? but of course again it was down. and even thou they got it going again, they wouldnt let anyone else on line, i guess so they could close the park before 3am. so we're up to 5 attemps and 2 rides now. itll go up. i assure you.

spash @ 2005-03-02T17:00:00

2005-03-02T22:13:11Z

i made a my space.. im sorry live journal. i sware i will remain loyal to you thou.

as if i need ANOTHER thing to keep up with..

im totally supposed to be doing a paper that is due.. uh 18 minutes ago. but of course.. what am i doing?

ahh procrastination. my best friend.

so anywho.. visit me and add me to your friends list over at my space. cos currently i have "one friends" and its very depressing since it assumes everyone has friend plural.. which aparently i dont have. so. yea. my my space is quite boring.. so.. dont be expecting too much.

http://profiles.myspace.com/users/19310707

spash @ 2005-02-05T18:36:00

2005-02-05T23:38:39Z

does anyone remember where the name "spash" came from? i mean.. i kno where the letters came from. but.. who and how did it get made up? hmm.. someone remind me!! PLEASE!!

ltns..

2005-02-05T23:36:17Z

wow.. guess i got a little lost since .. uh september 12?!?!?! sorry.. its not like anyone missed anything..

i havent updated.. cos.. well.. my life got really boring all of a sudden. i was reading past entries of beer pong every weekend.. even beer pong on weekdays and then crawling to my AM classes.. what happened to Team Awesome??

i miss Blueclaws- cos- there was always something entertaining there and a lot of good jokes.. haha. like stinky legumes and ashley squared and.. you kno. i miss seeing Lauren everyday! we always laugh so much about everything.

yea.. didnt make it to wing bowl. Poor Lauren couldnt come down cos she was sickly.. Jamie had work friday.. so i figured it wouldnt be as fun being the only girl. the boys went.. but.. didnt even get in.

ill be an old lady very soon. 22 on the 22 of 02. thats a hell of a lot of 2's. hopefully ill have a big party.. but. no one around here seems to want to party anymore. its quite depressing.

i had this weird dream last night about the new roller coaster. (yea, i kno. im obsessed. my friends tell me everyday when i check the website and watch the video for it.) so anyways, we went to the park like the day it opened and it was me, Lauren, my little bro Matt and my dad. Lauren was too scared to go on it.. lol. so me and my bro started getting on. but it was soo strange- the train was vertical and to get on it you had to climb on top of all the people already strapped in, and there were some jerks who would grab your ass and stuff. lol. so then you slip your legs into these elastic harnesses and you slide your body in and strap your arms in and there were a whole line of trains constantly loading. so it pulls you up to the top of the hill, and then launches you down it, but they had added more track and stuff so it was different. also, they built a new superman ride there and all the tracks werent connected so the train was just supposed to jump and connect on to the next track piece, and it was a pretty big gap!! and over water. so i was like.. yea theres no way in hell im going on that!! but all the trains made it across.. so. i guess it was safe.. lol. so we're on the new top thrill dragster ride... hehe.. and the train im on jumps the track right after we launch- at the TOP of the hill and we're falling head first down into the station! it was awful. i was thinking omg.. im going to die on a rollercoaster.. awesome.. yet not. and then i was really hoping it wouldnt hurt as the ground got closer.. i prayed i would just die instantaniously. and then i woke up.

but. anyway. less than 2 months til that shit opens. lmao. who wants to come?? hehehe. i hope one time when im on it, we dont make it over the hill and fall backwards! strange thing to hope for.. i kno.. but. it would be soo scary. i remember when we got on line for top thrill dragster the train didnt make it over the hill and everyone in line with us started screaming and we were all thinking "holy shit! all those people are going to die!" and i thought we might too, cos it would like, make the station explode. But luckily, the possibility of the train not making it over was already accounted for so they stopped. haha. but they were soo freaked out! and then they had to get launched again and try to make it. haha. that train did, but later that night these poor other people didnt make it, and they tried like 3 times before they just unloaded them and ran tests. but.. it would add some excitement to go backwards. not to mention an extra ride!

oh well. thats about it for now.. told ya my life was extremely boring. ill keep all y'all posted on a possible bday party thou.. so.. tata for now.

spash @ 2004-09-12T22:02:00

2004-09-13T02:35:43Z

im pissing my pants.

2005 Roller Coaster Central Website:

Information (as speculated so far):

Speculated Name: Maxxx
Designer: Intamin AG
Ride Type: Hydraulic Launch
Length: 2,480 feet
Colors: Aqua Blue, Lime Green, Dark Blue

"Parts for the all new coaster have begun to arrive and sources say that they appear to look similar to "Top Thrill Dragster". There are some large steel tubular pieces as well as small pedestal footers on site. Also new signs have started to appear mentioning an all new attraction for next season. To view photos, click here."

"An anoynomous source for Great Adventure Source has claimed that the park's new roller coaster for 2005 will break two records; world's fastest and tallest roller coaster. The title of both fastest and tallest coaster is currently held by Top Thrill Dragster at Cedar Point which reaches 120 miles per hour and tops out at a height of 420 feet. The most probable type of coaster to acheive this is an Intamin hydraulic launch rocket coaster. Nothing, of course, is set in stone. Given the track length, however, this current rumor holds plenty of weight."

"Another very large support can be reminiscing of those large backbone supports on Top Thrill."

"We know for sure that Six Flags Great Adventure is getting a new major coaster for the 2005 season. They have taken delivery of support poles and what look like track sections. Speculation is that this will be a Top Thrill Dragster-type ride. A gate guard there yesterday told me what he knew - 450 feet high."

"Tons of rebar frames are onsite, ready for welding into the interior structures of the footers. The huge footer hole on closer inspection is really segmented into three distinct footers in a triangular arrangement, with two legs lined up with the track center lines, and the third centered and behind the other two, just like the tower for Top Thrill Dragster."

i discovered all this at random roller coaster websites. i am sooo incredibly excited that i cannot even sit still. in the ride central rumor room, someone said Great Adventure will have the press release October 11.. but.. yea. note that it was posted in the RUMOR ROOM. so who the hell knows. i hope its earlier bcos i cannot wait that long!!! its killing me. i NEED TO KNOW what theyre building!!

yea, i kno you all think im a huge loser for being so incredibly overly obsessed about a roller coaster. but you dont even kno. and youll never kno unless you go to Ohio and go on Top Thrill Dragster. i was looking at Grad Schools near Cedar Point Ohio JUST so i could get a Season Pass and ride it everyday, all day. lmao. ok not really... but i would!!

so. if this new roller coaster at MY park is anything like TTD.. omg. i will so be there everyday. im going to write to the man and tell him i want to test ride it. haha. i sware to god.. if they have any sweepstake thingers to be the first riders on it like they did with Superman.. i am entering like 5million times under all different aliases. haha.

IM SO EXCITED!!!

spash @ 2004-09-09T19:45:00

2004-09-09T23:46:02Z

i just had to add this convo in cos i was laughing my ass off for a good half hour...

BiLa RoXy (7:03:07 PM): who is that song by??
BiLa RoXy (7:03:14 PM): im really looking up lyrics. lmao
BiLa RoXy (7:03:19 PM): im gonna sing along
LiLbAbE019 (7:03:32 PM): NORE ft nina sky
BiLa RoXy (7:03:38 PM): ok
LiLbAbE019 (7:03:50 PM): i had the lyrics let me see if i still do lol
LiLbAbE019 (7:07:03 PM): http://www.lyricsxp.com/lyrics/o/oye_mi_canto_n_o_r_e_ft_nina_sky_and_tego_calderon.html
BiLa RoXy (7:07:17 PM): yes
LiLbAbE019 (7:07:26 PM): lol
LiLbAbE019 (7:07:57 PM): lmao i can see you singing along right now
LiLbAbE019 (7:08:02 PM): hhahaha im pissing my pants
BiLa RoXy (7:08:06 PM): hahahha
BiLa RoXy (7:08:20 PM): oh ill kno em just as well as you kno that work out song
LiLbAbE019 (7:08:30 PM): lmao.. ok
BiLa RoXy (7:14:43 PM): lmao
LiLbAbE019 (7:16:04 PM): haha
BiLa RoXy (7:16:21 PM): LMFAOROTF
LiLbAbE019 (7:16:34 PM): ???????
LiLbAbE019 (7:16:46 PM): whats so funny?
BiLa RoXy (7:16:53 PM): boricua means colored person
LiLbAbE019 (7:17:00 PM): DUH!!!
LiLbAbE019 (7:17:09 PM): you didnt know that?? lmao
BiLa RoXy (7:17:16 PM): uh no.
BiLa RoXy (7:17:18 PM): shut up
BiLa RoXy (7:17:19 PM): LOSER
LiLbAbE019 (7:17:26 PM): lololol
LiLbAbE019 (7:17:30 PM): your tooo funny
LiLbAbE019 (7:17:36 PM): you know the whole song now? lmao
BiLa RoXy (7:17:44 PM): When I Bone Shorty I Slap Ass And Listen
BiLa RoXy (7:18:05 PM): A Rump In The Ass She Shouts
LiLbAbE019 (7:18:18 PM): is that the spanish to english? lol
BiLa RoXy (7:19:38 PM): lmao yea
LiLbAbE019 (7:19:44 PM): haha funny
LiLbAbE019 (7:19:53 PM): spanish people arre funny
BiLa RoXy (7:19:59 PM): lollol
LiLbAbE019 (7:20:00 PM): lolol
BiLa RoXy (7:21:05 PM): Lauren est une putain, mais je l'aime toujours.

LiLbAbE019 (7:21:21 PM): oh god.. what does that mean?
BiLa RoXy (7:21:25 PM): j'aime baiser.

LiLbAbE019 (7:21:57 PM): english please
BiLa RoXy (7:21:59 PM): bébé de l'OH oui. oui vous giflez cet âne.

LiLbAbE019 (7:22:07 PM): !!
LiLbAbE019 (7:22:09 PM): lol
BiLa RoXy (7:22:23 PM): fermez la chienne.

LiLbAbE019 (7:22:34 PM): ok im done talking to you
LiLbAbE019 (7:22:35 PM): lol
BiLa RoXy (7:22:49 PM): pénis ! ! ! !

BiLa RoXy (7:22:51 PM): lol
LiLbAbE019 (7:23:01 PM): PENIS!
BiLa RoXy (7:23:06 PM): k it says from top to bottom
BiLa RoXy (7:23:14 PM): lauren is a whore, but i still love her
BiLa RoXy (7:23:17 PM): i love to fuk
BiLa RoXy (7:23:25 PM): oh yea baby. you slap that ass
LiLbAbE019 (7:23:32 PM): lmao.
BiLa RoXy (7:23:34 PM): shut up bitch
BiLa RoXy (7:23:35 PM): and
BiLa RoXy (7:23:41 PM): i think you can figure out the last one
LiLbAbE019 (7:23:51 PM): lol .. yeaaa
LiLbAbE019 (7:24:08 PM): fermez la chienne i like this one
LiLbAbE019 (7:24:11 PM): lol
BiLa RoXy (7:24:22 PM): omg
BiLa RoXy (7:24:29 PM): boobies is idiots in french!!!!!
LiLbAbE019 (7:24:44 PM): are you serious? lmao oh god you are having toooo much fun with thi
BiLa RoXy (7:24:44 PM): i cant stop laughting
LiLbAbE019 (7:24:45 PM): s
LiLbAbE019 (7:24:46 PM): lol
BiLa RoXy (7:24:51 PM): hu
BiLa RoXy (7:24:52 PM): htdfhtdhdfgdfhgdrhsr
LiLbAbE019 (7:25:00 PM): lol
LiLbAbE019 (7:25:03 PM): doorrrk
BiLa RoXy (7:25:10 PM): i tried to do chinese but i had to dl stuff
LiLbAbE019 (7:25:16 PM): lol.. yea
LiLbAbE019 (7:25:31 PM): omg i stilll cant believe i saw ______ today.. hes hot. lol..
BiLa RoXy (7:25:32 PM): you have big mésange

BiLa RoXy (7:25:38 PM): really?!!!!!!
BiLa RoXy (7:25:40 PM): what what?
LiLbAbE019 (7:25:49 PM): lol yea.. how old was he?
LiLbAbE019 (7:25:53 PM): well is he?
BiLa RoXy (7:26:09 PM): uh
BiLa RoXy (7:26:18 PM): junior?
LiLbAbE019 (7:26:27 PM): dayumn thats itt?!?!
BiLa RoXy (7:26:31 PM): lol
LiLbAbE019 (7:26:34 PM): phew. id hit that shit.
LiLbAbE019 (7:26:36 PM): lmao
BiLa RoXy (7:26:36 PM): cradle robber!
BiLa RoXy (7:26:40 PM): vbidusboAGbea
LiLbAbE019 (7:26:44 PM): lol noooooooooooooo
BiLa RoXy (7:27:08 PM): frappez cette merde

BiLa RoXy (7:27:12 PM): "hit that shit"
BiLa RoXy (7:27:14 PM): lol
LiLbAbE019 (7:27:20 PM): lmao.
LiLbAbE019 (7:27:25 PM): loser!
BiLa RoXy (7:27:41 PM): schlagen Sie diese Scheiße

BiLa RoXy (7:27:43 PM): haha
LiLbAbE019 (7:27:57 PM): i think i see schlong
LiLbAbE019 (7:27:58 PM): ?
LiLbAbE019 (7:28:01 PM): lmao
BiLa RoXy (7:28:04 PM): ich liebe den Penis

BiLa RoXy (7:28:08 PM): i love the penis
LiLbAbE019 (7:28:13 PM): lol.
BiLa RoXy (7:28:18 PM): now in german!
LiLbAbE019 (7:28:35 PM): i need to do some homework.. so it wont all add up this weekend.. so ill talk to you later.
LiLbAbE019 (7:28:48 PM): lol.. sorry my fun loving german/spanish weirdo
LiLbAbE019 (7:28:49 PM): lol
BiLa RoXy (7:28:51 PM): ich denke, daß ich schlong sehe

BiLa RoXy (7:29:01 PM): booooooooo
LiLbAbE019 (7:29:12 PM): lmao oh hello chris T
LiLbAbE019 (7:29:13 PM): lol
BiLa RoXy (7:29:16 PM): hi
LiLbAbE019 (7:29:31 PM): i have to drop the cosby kids off anyway. so ill talk to you later
LiLbAbE019 (7:29:48 PM): lol.. hahaha
BiLa RoXy (7:29:48 PM): Auf Wiedersehen mein krankes Gespräch des Freunds zu Ihnen bald.

BiLa RoXy (7:30:00 PM): (goodbye my friend, ill talk to you soon)
BiLa RoXy (7:30:05 PM): lmao
LiLbAbE019 (7:30:07 PM): BYE ASHLEY.. ill talk to you later tonight.. lololol
LiLbAbE019 (7:30:10 PM): you are too funny
BiLa RoXy (7:30:11 PM): just TRY reading it outloud
BiLa RoXy (7:30:13 PM): its funny
LiLbAbE019 (7:30:33 PM): lmao yea its funnnyy..
BiLa RoXy (7:30:36 PM): haha
LiLbAbE019 (7:30:37 PM): lol.. ttyl. xoxoxo
BiLa RoXy (7:30:38 PM): ok bye
LiLbAbE019 (7:30:42 PM): byeee

^ a result of weird mooded Ashley.

spash @ 2004-09-09T18:54:00

2004-09-09T23:39:19Z

ive come to the conclusion that i really, really miss playing field hockey. i really want to play again, but i still havent been able to find a place that has Rec teams. maybe this year ill go to more games. a week ago, we did the treasure hunt for tuition on campus, cos we thought hey.. why not? (and we ALMOST won too. like.. seriously.) anyways, im running around looking for a clue, when i run into this girl and she asks me if i went to Jackson. i have nooo idea who it is, but im like yea. and she goes you played field hockey, right? and im like yea.. and shes like "i remember watching you play when i was a Freshman and you were a Senior! you were soo good." i could not believe it. i want to play SO BAD.

the other night, i had this really really strange dream. my family and i were going to Disney World and for some reason my mom and my brothers were flying there and me and my dad were going to drive down. but the date of the flight was September 11, and i was soo scared that the whole thing would happen again, so i didnt want them to get on the plane that day. i kept telling my parents to fly a different day but they wouldnt and i couldnt sleep and stuff. so the day of the flight, we all go i guess to see them off or whatever, and im still trying so hard to make them not get on a plane that day. i keep imagining what my life would be like without my mom and brothers too and i was really upset. Before they board, theres these 2 guys talking, waiting for their flight and theyre saying how strange it is that their flight is on the same planes as 9-11 and at the same time it happened, only at night- and that was the flight my family was on! so i started really freaking out and being really scared that 9-11 was gonna happen all over again. it was so weird. so thats when i woke up, and it was the middle of the night and i was too scared to go back to sleep, cos sometimes if im dreaming this huge story and i wake up, it will continue from where it left off when i fall asleep again. and i didnt want to see like crashing planes with my family on it. so i dunno where the hell that came from.

i need to start thinking about where i want to go to Grad School and whether or not i want my PsyD or PhD or masters or WHAT. im so confused. i also have to take my GREs.. which im extremely nervous about. just kill me already...

spash @ 2004-08-28T00:15:00

2004-08-28T05:11:32Z

summers over. it makes me kinda sad. no.. no. it makes me a lot sad. i never even got to go to the beach.. i love the beach too much to not go.

im moving back to school Sunday. im expecting this year to be the best year ever. i love my friends. i dont think im quite ready to start classes again thou. all the homework, and reading, and studying for tests. and going to class.. better stock up on the batteries for gameboy. and download Frogger and Texas Hold 'em on my phone. lol. i cant wait to play beer pong like.. everyday again. have poker games and win some money. play video games all day. skip class to skateboard. lol. okay now im excited about going back! haha.

i will miss Blueclaws thou.. i guess. this time last year, i was bawling on my last night of work. i remember it was the greatest night of the summer thou. we all stayed late and played beer pong in the players batting cages.. on a real ping pong table. we played 100 cup.. i dont remember if i won or lost, but i got the water cup dumped on me for once. and the goodbye.. i cried for hours after leaving that night. i dont think ill really be upset this year.. we'll see. i definately wont be hysterically crying like last year thou.

last night, Justin played at Fritz's bar. it was SO GREAT. a bunch of the campground crew was there, and Justin sang all the songs that remind us of the old days of camping. a huge fire, all of us sitting around it, and him playing his guitar and singing. i love those memories. i really miss camping. i really miss everyone. while i was packing tonight, i happened to come across really really old pictures of all of us at the campground. i cant believe how little we all were then. i feel like i grew up too fast. i want to go back. but i want to go back knowing everything i kno now.. do a few things a little differently. or just be there all over again and do the same exact things all over. sigh. new subject.. im getting depressed...

on Wednesday me, Lauren, Kevin and Peru went to New YOrk City. we took the train.. forgetting it took like 2 and a half hours to get there. we thought it would be interesting to experience the subway.. cos we never have. so we're all excited and just pick a random gate to swipe our little metro cards through, only to realize it was the wrong track. lol. so we left. and experienced the taxi. that was fun times. CRAZY DRIVER!! lol. it was nuts. we all squished in the backseat cos none of us wanted to sit in the front. we're such dorks. so we went to Ground Zero. it was my first time there since 9-11 actually. it was pretty eerie. the twin towers were just.. missing. it was really sad. when we decided to leave there, we thought we'd give the subway another try. so we were very careful and actually picked the right track this time, and we're all going through the turnstyles and my card is having some issues swiping, so im like 3 steps behind Lauren. i get through the things and look up only to see the doors of the subway close. with Lauren and Kev and Rodrigo inside it. and me outside of it. just standing there. with my jaw on the floor. staring through the glass at the 3 of them. all with their jaws on the floor. and it leaves. i sware, right now it is one of the funniest things that ive ever seen in my life- ill never ever forget the look on their faces. but at the time, i was about ready to cry bcos i here i was, in a subway station- lost in new york without my sidekick Mary-Kate. lol. i almost put both my hands to my face and screamed. i had to keep reminding myself that i was 21 years old and not a little kid to keep from crying. so i get on the next subway. i have no fucking clue where to get off. im trying desperately to call or txt Lauren but.. its the subway. we're underground. in tunnels. completely surrounded by concrete walls. not so much service was happening. so im sitting there, trying to think where i should get off and what i should do, when at like 2 stops later i see Laur and the guys and they see me and they RUN to me and im jumping up and down and the jump into the train and we all group hug and we're screaming for joy.. it was quite the reunion. i cant imagine what all the other people on the train were thinking.. lmao.

im about to cry tears of pure joy...

2004-08-20T01:44:00Z

my dad just showed me this INTERESTING article in today's paper:

COASTER FANS ABUZZ ABOUT THEME PARK'S "SECRET"

JACKSON- Officials at the local Six Flags family entertainment complex are not talking.. but roller coaster fans are.

So, while there is no official word on what new attraction is under construction at the Great Adventure theme park, speculation among coaster riders is it is a "rocket coaster" made by the Swiss company Intamin.

The new coaster is speculated to be similar to the Storm Runner in Hershey Park and TOP THRILL DRAGSTER at Cedar Point, Ohio...

yes, i said TOP THRILL DRAGSTER.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TOP THRILL DRAGSTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so.. yea. im going absolutely nuts over here!! along with my brothers.. and Lauren cos she was my first phone call and we screamed over it on the phone with eachother. So far, they kno the track is about 2,500 feet long- which is about 320 feet short of Top Thrill Dragster.. but hey. if Six Flags built a coaster taller or the same as the one in Ohio, what bragging rights would we have to say we've been on THE tallest, fastest roller coaster in the country?

i remember when they were building Nitro.. they kept that a secret for awhile too, even thou everyone could see the track pieces in the employee parking lot all summer long. They came out with Superman in October the year before it opened, so im HOPING we'll know about this new one soon! if its anything like Top Thrill Dragster.. omg. i cant even imagine. i will be there every single day of my life riding it! theres NO WAY this new one can be as good as Ohio's.. but.. its still extremely exciting considering at LEAST once a day me and Laur STILL say we want to go back to Ohio to ride it- and we went over a year ago!!

i want to test ride it. im emailing Great Adventure RIGHT NOW, to tell them.

craving bagel gourmet SO bad..

2004-08-19T02:22:45Z

whoa. FUN WEEK. i wish i could remember it all. lol. no seriously.. we had SOOOO much fun this whole week. it all started last Wednesday when i went down to my new apartment ot move a few things in and spend a few days there. Me and Jamie painted the walls!!!!! its soo awesome. one wall is mint green and another wall is creamsicle orange. its soo funny. we also got chalkboard paint to make chalkboards on the walls and glow in the dark paint too. out apt is going to be the coolest place ever. i cant wait to move in for good.

Friday i met everyone at the Campground and we went to Vincenzos for dinner and then.. the drinkfest began. lol. we got wasted every single night after that! it was amazing. i really wish i could remember the funny drunk things that happened but.. you kno how it is. beer pong got rained out the second night so we started playing Circle of death aka ring of fire aka kings and texas hold 'em and 7, 11 or doubles. one night, we're just laying in the tent and Jay decides he needs to throw up so, without unzippering the tent, he dives right on through the door and broke the zipper. it was great. me and Mandy played Scene It one night in Joanies trailer while majorly intoxicated. it was sooo funny. then we got hit real hard by that hurricane Charley man. dude, we thought we were gonna fly away in those 0 mile per hour winds we had. the parents were seriously considering going home and making us leave with them but we knocked some sense into them luckily. we had a lot of rain which sucked.. but we moved the tent onto mandys deck underneath her awning so.. we stayed dry. while we slept at least. lol. oh god.. and there were these fat black lesbians there for the wkend.. and its later in the day.. and i decide to chillax in the hot tub. im throwing water on my face and just completely immersing myself in the hot water.. when i hear everyone else standing by the pool yelling "omg!! are you seriuos? thats disgusting!!" so Laur and Mandy come over and tell me.. that Jess the lifeguard just informed them how the two lesbians were getting it on in the hot tub!! i screamed and jumped like 12 feet out of the thing and jumped in the pool and took a scalding hot shower like 8 times and.. ewwwwwww. so all weekend the lesbians were "my friends" bcos i got to swim in their pussy juices. lmao.

Sunday night me, Jay and Mandy went to AC. we were playing the Wheel of Fortune slots and some Chinese game.. Sic BO.. lol.. Jay kept guessing every single number the di were gonna add up to somehow, but me and Mandy were too scared to listen to him and lost anyways. so we're about to leave having lost all our money we brought, when i get this urge to play the Wheel of Fortune slots again. so we go to an ATM, and i go thru the whole processing thing for it to tell me it was out of cash or whatever. so im thinking its a sign from God that i shouldnt gamble anymore money, but i ignore him. lol. whats he kno anyways? haha. so i go across the casino to another ATm. on my first play at the slots, i get a Spin and it lands on like 75- so i won all my money back. lol. i cash it all out (which sounded SO COOL) and keep switching to other machines and i wound up getting Spin 2 more times and got another 60 or so quarters back. it was SO awesum. not that i won a whole lot of money.. it came out to 44 dollars, but still. it was exciting to win something!! so after that, i was in a spending mood and bought Mandy and Jay their beer and food and stuff the rest of the time. it was soo much friggen fun. oh yea, and sometime in September...

PRICE IS RIGHT at Showboat!!! we're all going!! its $25 bucks a ticket, or you can sign up and spend $25 bucks at their casino for a ticket. sooo... if you wanna come.. which i knooo you do.. COME!!

Monday. we go to the mall, meet Philip there. i bought Topple and Poker chips. lmao. so.. we go back to the Cg and are in the middle of Texas Hold 'em when Laurens mom calls.. to tell us that we've been kicked out of the campground bcos we were too loud and all the underage drinking and whatnot going on all weekend and the night before. we were SO upset.. cos we were gonna build a fire and roast marshmallows since it was THE FIRST NIGHT it wasnt raining and hit up the beach and the boardwalk the next day. i mean.. WHO gets kicked out of the campground after we've all been going there for like 8-12 years? so of course none of us want to go home. and i look at Phil. and say "well.. go prepare the apartment for a party." it was GREAT. so we start packing up all our shit and throwing it into our cars, and Nicole and her sis Jess get there cos they were coming to drink with us and go out ot dinner that night. we told them what happened and talked them into coming out to my aprtment, which was about an hour away form the Cg, with us- even thou Nic had crew practice at 6am in AC the next morning!! she loves us. haha. first we all followed eachother to the Outback.. got majorly lost. it was hilarious. imagine 6 cars all trying to follow eachother thru traffic. so we all get separated of course and Nic makes it there, and Mandy and Jay get to a hotel and me and Lauren meet them 2 there. im behind Laur and we're driving, and i see Jay and Mandy in my rear view mirror turn and im like oh great.. Laur missed the turn! so i could have managed jumping across 3 lanes and following them.. but i stayed Lauren and after another like 10minutes of being confused.. lol.. we got ot the Outback and ate good food. then everyone followed me to my place- we looked SO cute all following eachother. lol. it was fun. at the A.P.T., we got wasted. lol. Laur carried around a mini guitar ALL NIGHT LONG and sang every song you could ever think of. it was hilarious. Jay and Lou decided to see who was better at beer pong. for THREE HOURS. of course Jay won. lol. i can only imagine how long they would have played if Neil was there too.. omg. it would still be going on now! so Jay and Lou are fighting about everything trying to see who can be better. theyre hitting eachother with the wiffle ball bat and pillows and smacking eachother across the face- then theyre wrestling and me and Phil are scurrying around the apt moving everything breakable out of their way. haha. it was SO funnny. i was dying. then theyre making fun of eachother, and Lou runs into the bedroom and JAy.. pulls out his greatest line ever. i collapsed to the floor in laughter. he goes "You guys smell somethin?" and is all sniffing around Lous door. then he goes "i smell.. PUSSY!!"
omg. it was MOST HILARIUOS. then Lou goes.. "yea.. for the first itme in your LIFE!" that was great. my sides still hurt from laughing that night.. omg Lou was sooo drunk- he threw up.. he tells us like 50 times about the only 3 times hes ever thrown up.. then hes tryin to be better than Jay by telling him hes had more threesomes and all this stuff- then he goes to take a shower, and fucking walks out naked! i screamed in horror - the people around us must have thought i was getting murdered. then i pulled Jay's shorts down too. i was hoping theyd start sword fighting. lmao. it was the funniest weekend ever. i wish we were all still there. everyones visiting me all throughout the school year for more parties!!

aw man. so.. i found out classes start September 1st and Blueclaws is over the same night. im sooo upset i have to miss the last few games. not to mention Scott and Shawn will probably kill me when i tell them..

we dont kno what to do for Labor Day wkend either.. since uh.. i dont think we should really go to the Campground. lol. we should stay at Redneck.. i mean RedWing Lake or something. seriously guys.. it wont be too expensive to just get a tent site for a few nights. or we can party s'more at my apartment. we gotta do something together before we all start school and stuff though.

okay. i kno i left out a lot.. so.. tell me what i forgot!

spash @ 2004-08-08T21:36:00

2004-08-09T02:22:10Z

two updates in 2nights.. im on a roll here.

so.. better mood tonight. i decided to go down to my apartment and hang out with everyone for a few days this week before i go camping Friday so i dont feel sooo incredibly left out. and i cannot wait to spend the week at the Campground! last year it was soo much fun. this year will be even better since me and Mandy are actually 21. we'll be fcking drunk EVERYNIGHT.

i am soooo bored.. im gonna actually look for one of those stupid surveys everyone used to do in high school. hahaha.

name four bad habits you have:
1. complaining
2. biting my nails.
3. being jealous.
4. cluttering my room?

name four things that you wish you had:
1. a corvette!
2. a boyfriend. a REAL one..
3. a laptop.
4. i could also really go for a turkey sub right now too. with lots of vinagar!!!

name four scents you love:
1. freshly cut grass in the summer
2. new plastic
3. the campground
4. new shoes

name four people you would like to spend more time with:
1. Nicki!
2. Philip
3. Neil, Lou and Jamie cos theyre all at school and im not!
4. my campground friends

What are you wearing right now? barbeque saucy work clothes
current music: underoath
current taste: sour cream and onion potato chip
current hair: 2 messy buns
current annoyance: that i missed Warped Tour
current smell: it actually smells like the Cg cos my window is open
current game: texas hold 'em
current windows open: live journal, aim and media player and explorer
current desktop picture: Spiderman!
current favorite groups: Thursday, underoath, static lullaby, beloved, beautiful mistake.. thrice.. my fingers are tired of that now.
current book: i dont have time to READ! please..
current cd in stereo: underoath
current color of toenails: pink!
current favorite celeb: hmm. i havent watched tv in.. uh all summer so whoever i liked then, is probably unheard of now.

---> Name: Ashley
---> Birth date: 2/22/83
---> Birthplace: somewhere in NJ
---> Current Location: Jaxon
---> Eye Color: hazel.. so tonight they are.. dark green
---> Hair Color: blondish
---> Right or Lefty: lefty!
---> Zodiac Sign: fishy
---> Innie or Outtie: innie.. in fact one time at the Cg we managed to fit something like 96 cents in there.

// series two - describe

---> Your heritage: italian, irish, among other things. im American dammit.
---> The shoes you wore today: Vans.
---> Your hair: thrown up in a mess
---> Your eyes: hi deja-vu
---> Your weakness? falling in love...
---> Your fears: car accidents.
---> Your perfect pizza: i want papa johns now! they have like.. Hawaiian BBq pizza. sooo good
---> One thing you'd like to achieve: getting into a good grad school

okay i got bored with that. maybe ill continue the rest at a later date..

spash @ 2004-08-07T23:47:00

2004-08-08T04:58:57Z

i havent updateed in a while. (im good at stating the obvious, arent i?) thats bcos ive been working like a friggen.. working person who works a whole lot.

i just called Philip. hes down there having a move in party for Lou and Jamie. i should be there too. i want to be at my new apartment SO BAD. its not fair i have to stay here and work while they get to hang out and drink and play beer pong and asshole without me. instead i get to wait another month to move in. on the drive home tonight, i was thinking and realized id be home not at midnight 2morro bcos we have an earlier game, so i was like ooh ooh i should Jamie and Lou to see if they wanna do something. then i remembered. i feel so left out.

i noticed work is getting less and less fun as the summer progresses. probably bcos i just keep realizing its never going to top last year no matter what happens. for instance.. if it was last year, right now i wouldnt be home sitting at my computer. i would still be at the stadium, most likely playing beer pong in the pantry with everyone. then falling down the stairs and stumbling across the concourse to get another twisted tea from the picnic room walk-in bcos they never had them upstairs. falling all over the concourse.. breaking the "T" off the Food Court sign everytime they put a new one up. i wonder what the thought about that T always falling off? haha. i think of it everytime i walk under it. the T is always there now. all attatched and glued to the sign and stuff. i wish it still said "Food Cour".

Devon quit. all homestand i swore she'd be there.. i kept thinking there was no way she could just stop coming and she'd come back and beg Scott for her job back. lol. but. that didnt happen. i finally got a chance to stay late at work and sit in the dark by the field. it was nice to do that again. it was sad i was alone thou. last year id always have someone to sit and talk to or just sit with. usually it was Joe Hammer. i really really miss him. we had some really good talks after the lights went off.

This crazy lady from Centerplate who we call hitler is "improving the way we do EVERYTHING" this week. its just like last year, except a lot less funny. Mr. Rich was entertaining at least. haha. that was the week we'd all play wall ball outside the concession stand. thats also when i started escaping to go sit and watch some of the game from party deck bcos i would get so pissed off an stressed from having to make everything run perfect while the other Centerplate ppl were there. i havent been up there in soo long.. today i had to go up there to get knives so i sat up there for a few minutes. i love how you can see everyone and what theyre doing down on the concourse. haha.

im also incredibly head over heels for Jake Blalock. see, if he was around last year, id probably at least be-friend the guy instead of drooling over him from atop the concourse while he plays baseball. last summer, the hot boys would come to the concession stand and hang out after their game. sometimes play pong with us. or theyd invite us out to Fridays with them to drink.. but we were all too young then. why doesnt that happen this year??

i want to be at school so baddly. i want to play video games all day and night with Phil, Lou, Neil and Jamie. and fight for varsity team awesum. lol. and just do spontaneous things and skate and long board everywhere around campus and skip class to watch an old movie or screw around. ugh. im so depressed tonight. i hate that theyre ALL there and im not. i should be there! i feel so damn left out of everything lately. i dont get to stay late at work.. im not at my own apartment with my best friends.. i never even see my family. the people i get to see the most are all my managers (who i love anyway!) and the Blueclaws managers (who i def do NOT love) and like.. Buster. lol. thats my family now. Buster is my big brother. im becoming delerious...

so.. let me just tell you.. how i have the BIGGEST crush on my boss. its ridiculous. but.. biggest crush ever. its so funny. if only he knew...

i want a REAL boyfriend. thats really depressing me too.. as well as surrounding issues. a lot of issues pertaining to that one.. actually. im getting bored with hooking up with people i think. i just want.. something real. i guess.? who really knows. im still waiting for him thou. id probably wait forever for him too. maybe soon..

spash @ 2004-07-18T20:18:00

2004-07-19T00:42:52Z

hmm. work was pretty uneventful all week... i think. i dont remember it at all so im assuming it was uneventful! after work on friday, me and Lauren went down to the Campground. Laur forgot her Cd case, so we were asking people at work if they had any Cd's we could listen to for the ride, so Chris Taffro gave us some.. uh.. interesting ones. lol. this one was called Rapalicious.. lmao. so we pop that in and its pretty rapalicious for the first 2-3 songs.. then we hear like JC Chasez and Enrique.. and HILARY DUFF. we could not stop laughing!! i cant wait to make fun of him. haha. so we finally get down and Everyone else was already there and for whatever reason we decided to get drunk, even thou we had to get up at 8am for the Road Rally the next morning. lol. Lauren drives me and mandy to the bar- Mandy has all the forms of ID you could possibly need for your entire life- Soc card, birth certificate, library card. lol.. because she MISPLACED her license.. not lost it like we thought she meant at first. lol.

so.. we assume the liquor half of the bar is closed cos its like.. 11pm. so i go up to the bar and i ask him: if we could buy drinks still.. but not like real ones- like portable ones in bottles we can take outside. he looked at me like i was nuts. cos thats really what i actually said to him. then he asked me if i knew that there was a liquor store about 5 steps in the other direction. lmao. im such a dumbass. so.. we went back.. got wasted. Lauren was on the phone with Chris for like 3 hours and wouldnt give it to me cos my phone was dead and for whatever reason i really really wanted to talk to our boss Scott. i just thought it would be really funny. haha.

The next mornin we rolled outta the tent for Road Rally- which was SO FUN. of course it took us like 20 min to finally get on the right track at first cos we're kinda retarted. we were supposed to go right outta the Cg.. we go left. we're supposed to turn where we cant "play gulf".. which we later realized meant to turn at the GULF station. lmao. Lauren's all off roading the whole time and reversing cos we thought it wouldnt use up the mileage.. LMAO. then like halfway thru we realized it still madse it go up!! lmao. but aside from that, we were doin pretty good. we would get SO EXCITED everytime we found a clue. it was great. one of the clues was about finding "pussies on a post". haha. then we couldnt figure out this one clue, so we're driving around trying to find it for like 20min.. then notice we're convieniently close to Wawa. lmao. so we stop there.. get some sandwiches. haha. then we go back to the last clue to try to figure it out again, and who do we see there lost as hell but Mike, Jay and Jackie. after they told us on the phone they were sooooooo far ahead of us. too funny. so FINALLY we just randomly pick this road to turn down, and its the right way!!! if it wasnt for the roof in the car, we woulda been jumping up and down. so for awhile we're doin real good, and we get to a checkpoint where you pick up an envelope. the clues say after the 7th flying goose sign, theres the envelopes, so Jay and Mike are there lookin and someone else and no one's finding it. so we figure, maybe they all counted the signs wrong, so we go back to the beginning and sure enough, there was one sign hidden a lil by trees!! so we find the envelope and speed off.. the other guys never even found it!! hahahaha. we were having sooo much fun. at the next check point, they get ahead of us and we never see them on the road again so finally we get back to the Cg around 2:15 thinking theyre back already.. theyre not. they came a little while later. then at Dance, they said who won and all. it wasnt us! haha. but we did manage to get 7th.. not too shabby. all that mattered was that we beat Jay and Mike!! next year we're gonna get 1st place!

not much else interesting.. went to Applebees... Phil came.. mandy went home.. got more alcohol cos we are alcoholics... played beer pong... went to bed (in the wet tent) early cos we were so exhausted... woke up in the rain..

Then we went home. now.. we get onto the Parkway and its ALREADY backed up as soon as we get on. so we're thinkin bout takin 539 home. which was still a little bit away. we're approaching the exit for Rt 9.. so we look at eachother and we're like.. hm. wouldnt it be funny if we took Rt 9 all the way home? so we did. it was entertaining. still took 2 hours.. but entertaining none the less. i really really want to go on a road trip to.. um.. ANYWHERE. i dont care- ill just get in a car and start driving blindly. it would just be so fun.

this weeks gonna suck balls. I have both jobs EVERYDAY. thats like 830am to about midnight straight thru EVERYDAY. i love summer and all but.. i just cant wait to get back to school so i can relax a little!

spash @ 2004-07-12T16:28:00

2004-07-12T22:08:30Z

its been awhile... work has been keepin me pretty damn busy. im having fun thou. the little kids are SO funny sometimes. i love how theyll just tell you all these random things about their lives.. like: "i have a cat. her name is fluffy." or "my friend lives at 45 lake drive and her phone number is..." haha. this one day, this little girl comes up from behind me and i was like hey.. where did you come from? and she thinks for a second, and says "The United States of America." it was so cute. this one kid, we renamed Emo cos he cries about everything. today, he was already crying about something dumb so he was sitting out and he finally stopped so i said he could go play duck, duck goose with the other kids since he stopped. so.. keeping in mind there were about 30 kids playing... the "ducker" does not pick him on his first round playing. so he starts wailing and crying and carrying on.. we just looked at eachother like.. are you kidding me? ill give you somethin to cry about kid.. meet the back of my hand. haha no im kidding.

i finally had a weekend off from both jobs- i was sooo happy. so friday night was a party at Neil's place.. ok and Lou's and Phil's.. but its just too weird calling it anything but Neil's place. so i went there and Team Awesome Gurl fucking just ruled the pong table. we played like 5 rounds straight cos.. we just couldnt lose. (and then luckily lost finally because we were about to die from alcoholism). we're that amazing. then Saturday i went camping for the rest of the weekend. it was the best wkend- everyone was there. it was just like old times- god i miss going every single weekend like when we were kids. it was SO NICE to just be there at the pool with everyone. and me and Mandy went in the hot tub cos we can now!! haha. we're such dorks. Saturday night.. omg we got SO plastered playing in the pong tent. Again, ruling the table! this time it was me and Mandy kicking major ass. then we started playing flip cup.. and.. again me and mandy keep winning but... im not fantastic at chugging my beverogous items so i started feeling queasy.. lol. stepped out of the tent and proceeded to puke my stomach up in the trees. for like 15min im sittin there on my hands and knees puking... it was awful. i wasnt wasted enough to not really kno what was going on yet, so it sucked. but afterwards, i went right back to playing flip cup and beer pong! im such a champ. i love myself. lol. i also recall laying in the tent talking to random people on my phone just laughing hysterically.. i talked to Mr Wilson??? my 9th grade algebra teacher?! umm okay.. i dont kno where he came from or why he was on the phone.. maybe i imagined that part. lmao. such a great weekend. I LOVE CAMPING!! and next weekend, me and Lauren and Mandy are driving down right after work Friday night.. which is like 11pm.. lol.. so we can do... Road Rally!!!!!!!!!! i am sooo excited about that. i have off the next few wkends in a row, so most of them will be spent at the Cg probably!

so.. this is what the rest of my week looks like..

Monday: Recreation- Bowling

Tuesday: Recreation- Swimming (best day of the week cos none of the 5 year olds come cos they cant swim so we have like 5 kids instead of 40!)

Wednesday: Recreation- Skating AND Blueclaws afterwards.

Thursday: Recreation: On-site Day AND Blueclaws-Camp Day.
so.. this is where the SLIGHT dilemma comes in.. Rec is over at 1:15.. the Blueclaws game is at noon. ummmm... BIG PROBLEM. im not supposed to take off from Rec cos im a leader.. but Shawn has this thing with JUST me where im not allowed to take off. Ashley L can have off for HER other job every weekend.. Lauren can have off for prom and graduation and florida and being sick for like 12 days.. but i cant have off ONE day for my other job .. or because i have bronchitits..????!!!! what the fuck is up with that? so 2morro i gotta remember to ask to have off that day from Rec so Shawn wont get mad at me. but the Camp Day in August.. he better give me off for Rec cos its the last day!

Friday: Recreation- Recreation Station!! AND Blueclaws right after and right after THAT.. CAMPING!

omg. Chris Taffro just called me .. and hes LEAVING US FOR A REAL JOB!!! what is he thinking?! if we get stuck with Ben again as a manager.. im gonna cry. i wouldnt even say a word.. i would just instantaneously burst into tears. stupid boy. now im sad...

im Joe Hammer and telling him he REALLY HAS to come back now!

spash @ 2004-06-28T21:44:00

2004-06-29T01:51:59Z

Spiderman... Spiderman... friendly neighborhood... Spiderman...

First day of Rec was today.. it was okay i guess. kinda overwhelming at times. lol. i got stuck being the leader of the little kindergartners- sure theyre small, cute and furry.. but when theres like 38 of the little buggers.. WHEW! they were funny thou. i think we'll have some good times. its just sooo hard to keep them all occupied cos they only hold an attention span of like 2 seconds! fun times thou.

im also like the happiest girl in the world now as far as work at Blueclaws goes- we switched managers!!! so i am no longer Ben's slave! haha. the only problem is.. Chris is really hot. hehehe.

back to watchin Spiderman (Spiderman 2 on wednesday!!!!!!!!) and going to bed - i need my rest for another fun filled day with the kindie-kids!